Mae Yeap

Tiring Journey

By Mae Yeap - October 21, 2017

Growing up, you will come to realize that people often come and go in your life. You find it hard to meet a real friend who is sincerely good to you, who cares for you, who understands you. When you have finally met the one you thought would never let you down, but sadly, reality hits you with a heartbreaking distance. How would you feel if you realized that you are just a passerby in the life of someone whom you favor the most?

For the last couple of months, life has been very difficult and emotionally painful for me. My heart was ripped apart and I felt that I can no longer cope with the pain. Tears roll down every now and then but I could not free myself from the pain. The stronger side of me is nowhere to be seen, so I put on a mask to hide my negative feelings. I wish to feel some love, care and dependency, but emptiness is all I end up with. I gave up on this tiring journey trying to figure out what went wrong, and this might be the best way to mend my broken soul.

As I detach myself from the heartache, I learnt that I would rather have fewer genuine friends than a group of pretentious strangers. I would rather spend time alone than pretending to be happy around people. I wonder if all of these are a part of growing up.

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First Experience

Mad Friday Night

By Mae Yeap - October 19, 2017

Will you believe me if I say that I have never been to any of the drinking places before? Do not be surprised because it is the truth. To be honest, I am not a grown up on the inside even though I am already 20. Perhaps, it might be due to my overprotective growing environment.

It was an unplanned trip to the pub during our meet up for one of our friends' farewell, and that became my very first pub experience. Without informing my family members (it might sounds like a rebellion but no worries, it is not), we drove to TREC KL and I must say that, the night was alive!

At an age where drinking is legal for you, you have to try it out for at least once in a lifetime. Now I understand the reason why these places are the best for drinking, environment really matters. Under the dim light surrounded by loud musics, we were all hyped up that night! At that moment, the world seems so much fun without problems and worries. Maybe that is why it is often served as a medium for relieving stress.

Beer is still not my cup of tea even after all those tries. I am still unsure of my limit as I had more than four cups that night and I was still sober, not even tipsy. I will have to drink more to find it out but probably not in the public, maybe somewhere to overnight with a few friends, exchanging stories and have conversations until mid night while getting drunk.

Anyway, it was a new and fun experience for me, and I look forward to our future meet up at a club when we get older.

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Food

Decent Food Can Be Inexpensive

By Mae Yeap - October 16, 2017

Old sayings are always right, we are what we eat. I believe that one should not be stingy when it comes to food. However, I understand that some are just unreasonably expensive and it might not worth it. Well, I am here to share some affordable fine food that I have tasted so far.

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